breathe in and out. take a little break. it's okay;

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do you need updates on possible NEW bts info/content?

no?

then that was not the place for you.

are you craving a bts specific distraction?
consider,

previously released content of anysortwatch later playlistbts scriv, links on scriv/wunderlist, etc.

there is nothing for you there that will help this feeling.
you won't gain anything from going to that place.
you're okay and nobody is going to hurt you here.
it's okay to go back the other way.

you haven't done anything wrong and you don't need to feel bad.